SAY IT ISN'T SO.... PLEASE

I think you should know this,
Since by now, you haven't noticed,
That I'm on one way road,
I call it "Say it ain't so",
I have turn my back,
Walk away from that,
You're soul maybe gorgeous,
But you've became outrageous,
I love you though you do me wrong,
But for now I think it's time I move on,
When decide to change your mind,
Here, I'll be for you, all the time,
I'm not your lover,
I'm not more above her,
But you did hurt me,
I know you're lonely,
Because, I knew all your darkness fears,
By your side, I was always here,
FYI that doesn't mean,
That when I do leave.
That you get to be,
Who you are without me,
And maybe that's the way,
We were supposed to live away,
Cause I'm not meant to be there,
Its just not me... I swear,
That if I could,
I never would,
And made friends,
With what I knew ends,
And all I can do,
Is keep my cool,
And I'll try my best not to cry,
But the truth is my grand dad bout to die,
All I can do,
To get through to you,
Is leave and say goodbye,
I will do good so goodbye
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