I can relate to this, most people no longer visit their homes because they have no one their again or because of the sad memories they had. It was a good thing you visited home again, no matter what, it is still your home remember. I so sorry about your dad.
You're now beginning to sound like Peace. Lol. Truth is, I hardly see it as my home now. Stories don't tell everything.
I will keep going though, because I have political interest. Lol