I think you have to let go and focus on more meaningful connections or by just being yourselve. You should also try to voice out if anything seems bothering as you stated in your piece that no one can close such door which i believe is a metaphorical expression you used to conveyy your thoughts.
This is fiction, @toluwanispecial. When you read and comment on stories, it's always a good idea to look at the tags and determine whether the story is fictional (imagined and created by the author) or creative nonfiction (a true story from the author's life).
Thanks for sharing your incredible thoughts, i will surely get to take my time another time when reading by paying attention to the tags just like you have mentioned.