We always give our best, when we are at ease in whatever place we are.... It's very difficult to try to study something that doesn't appeal to us, not that we really want to. Your writing contains a great lesson and that is, that we should trust our parents more and always speak to them with the truth, because parents who love us will always have that understanding for us.
I learned to always pour out my mind to my family no matter how difficult it may be.