Instinct consciousness

in Awakening Poetry4 years ago

This is one me. Most honest and deepest honesty in my unconsciousness.
Do you dare to go as deep? ;-)

LOVE meat,
yet do not eat
Disgusted by gay sex,
yet pro gay rights.
I'd like a housewife or off-grid hippy,
yet supporting her any way
I want to murder stupid people,
yet tolerance, understanding and fun find me
One dark inside,
yet care and love prevail

Be thyselve, they say...
Nay, I cannot..
I am the "unreal" vegan
I am the homofoob
I am the sexist
I am the arrogant bigot
I am !
... yet I love and I grow

Bore heavy loads
Given heart & soul
Sought no crown
...still...
There it bodes and bodes
a darker hole
As you look down

Utopia needs darkness..
..at least written down.

From my poetry blog