Bro, this blog stuff is called Ikea effect lol, but don't worry, I also read your blog, what you are doing is very nice and you seen to always be in contact with nature, thats cool. Since you are into meditation I found very nice to understand the taoist culture and also make hermetic studies (its from egypt/greek culture), something interrelated with inner alchemy (like the "the lost wisdom of pharaohs" book, or "the kybalion"), but very very interesting... But some hindu stuff are also nice