I had a convo some day ago with a friend and it fits some of this.
"Money is neither good or bad it's neutral and depending on what hand it's in it can do good or bad"
Also you should never obsess about things whether it be money or a thing you want because if you only focus on that and stop being grateful for the things you already have you will not reach your goals in the end.
Anyway great to see you're having a good time mate!
!PIZZA