As I have told you, they don’t appear in the Steem wallet or on the steem-engine wallet.
I also checked how long it was since I was sending 30 STEEM a week out of my own pocket for this contest, which I run off my own back and the data costs me 40 SBD a MONTH to access, and it’s been 3 months. Check the posts each week if you don’t believe me.