Hey! I feel pretty identified with you, since I have the same feeling towards that kind of job. I had to quit because I spent 4 years in a place with that 40 hours a week dynamism, and the 2 last years were horrible.
I also use to be in a kind of roller coaster with my feelings and my habits. I found a nice shelter in Yoga, which thought me a lot about myself. I still feel lost sometimes, sad or angry, but I can find my way back home (myself) pretty often.
I wish the best in this process!!
You are very brave, because it’s difficult to find your own way, and that’s what you are doing. Listen to your heart, no matter what people say. You are following your own path in your life journey!
Have a nice day!
:D
Me too.
Hey @belug:) Thank you for sharing your story. It's comforting to hear that you found your way of dealing with your thoughts and emotions. That must have been a journey for you.
Eventually I'll find my place in this world as well, even though it feels like a bumpy ride sometimes.