Yes I had many similar experiences, when I thought I would not make it but if you really want something, you make it work.
But the thing is, nothing is ever good enough. I've seen a huge number of Nigerian students complaining about the strike on Hive. Then when the strike was over, they started complaining about going back to school and studying. If the year would have been cancelled and you would be repeating it, that would be another reason to complain. So yeah, human nature. Nothing is ever good enough, whatever situation you're in.
Welcome back by the way. I see you tagged four communities where this post would have fit but still, it landed in OCD. OCD community is for topics that don't fit in any other community and should be used when you don't find a niche community for your post.
Here's a guide I put together to help you learn about how communities work and why you should use them -> Communities Explained - Newbie Guide. I also put together a list of communities, which is not complete, there are much more communities on Hive, but it will help you get started.
Once you posted your post in the right community, you can then cross post it to OCD community. Here's a guide about cross posting.
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