Like fighting against the wind.
As you said, sitting back is not a better option. Doing charity, voluntary work, doing good, in general, has always felt as if fighting against the wind. And it still matters. It matters to someone. I am sure you are happy about what you succeeded in giving to those who were there to learn from you.
Yes indeed my friend I am happy and sad at the same time, as we could have done so much more, but we have and still are fighting against the odds to survive. But be that as it is, we will continue to fight, as we also know that it matters and that the work must continue!
Fair winds, and soon!
That is what we pray for my friend.
Take care!