Hi and welcome to hive blockchain social media @lyn2x, Life is hard sometimes and yes life is not fair, but if we focus on the good side of life, it will be much better than focusing on the problem that we had or we assume we will have. You have beautiful daughters, let them be your strength to keep on going and do the best for you and for them. I believe you have the strength and capability to overcome all the challenges in life.
You can join this community listed below, I think you can be much comfortable in here and make new friends
https://ecency.com/created/hive-124452 (Ladies of Hive)
https://ecency.com/created/hive-165757 (Motherhood)
“Convince yourself everyday that you are worthy of a good life. Let go of stress, breathe. Stay positive, all is well.”
― Germany Kent
Stay strong and always keep the positive vibes around you! You will be fine. I am wishing you a great day ahead and its nice to have you here in this communities. :)