This year has been the hardest year ever for me and my family for the mere fact that we survive till today is still a mystery and all glory to God.
The year 2024, did not actually start as we expected but we had great hope reminding ourselves that is just the start of the year that by February everything will be alright, this hope kept us going, we keep struggling and pushing hoping to reach the tunnel most days it was as if i will give up, pack my things and run off to an unknown location so as to have peace of mind, most days it was as if i should just end life, thought of so many things.
I have cried alot this year, i have had sleepless night most this year, i have had to quarrel with my husband over so many things and most annoyingly i have quarrel with me countless times.
February came, still no sign of hope and school was in session, i thought of how my kids will survive in school without money for food and other social amenities, it was not easy, i still had faith so i keep pushing my small business, and online work too just to survive even when it was not enough.
In march, it being so tough, Nigeria my country was not even helping the situation, life became so tough taht eating a square meal was harder, leaving the house was not an option, my husband as a man tried his best still nothing came out of it, it was tough, i remember calling my younger sister to borrow money hmmmm it was something else.
April, May, June and July came with a lot of surprises, i told my husband i will start selling my goods in the morning instead of waiting till night, since i was always operating in the night alone, so i started it and it was all flowing well but the stress was too much for me still i did not give up in as much as the money was coming in and i can meet up the needs of my kids and the house, it was okay for me, i fought so hard most times with sickness and most time i get robbed by silly humans who think robbing others of their hard earn sweat was the answer still i was pushing not untill August came and the car we used for the business was sold out and we started using the savings to eat again.
I was still pushing but the outcome was not as before so just live spending the savings. The demand was so high and my phone was stolen in the process of selling late in the night, i couldnt work online again so everything was now clumbling again.
September, october, November and December became hard again and all we did was just to survive till today. I'm grateful for the fact that we are still alive, it wasnt easy but God intervene.
In 2025, i will keep pushing till i get to the perk of my success, i will not give up, never, it is possible if i put my mind to it and that is what i will do.
#Happy new wek friends,love you all.