There have been many times when I've thought long and hard and hesitated before buying an expensive item that I really wanted to buy and needed. And you know what? One day I realised that there wasn't a single time that I regretted it. Even if I thought it was too expensive. There was one time when I then had to save really hard for a few weeks, but I still didn't regret it.
Take your time - you might be able to keep both bikes.
I think I have to keep them both because they serve different functions. But we'll see... I'm just looking to improve what I have.
Expensive or cheap is very relative. Everyone has a different idea of it depending on their income, possibilities and savings.
Thanks! 🙃