Wow, your life is really inspiring. Your talent is amazing, it's enviable. I don't have a good voice and I don't know how to play any instrument,God given you a talent that no one can get. That's right, we shouldn't lose hope. Someday, we will achieve our dreams in life and for our families. God has a plan for us; if not now, someday He will grant the desires of our hearts. Keep fighting.