It sounds like you're carrying a lot of emotional weight. It's tough when people take advantage of your kindness, especially when you're trying to follow the teachings of love and compassion. Remember, Jesus' example of love was about selflessness and patience, even when it's not reciprocated. Surround yourself with those who genuinely appreciate and respect you. Your kindness is not a weakness, but a testament to your strength. Keep your faith strong and continue to show love, even when it's challenging.
Thank you for sharing