So sorry you had to go through this.
At the same time , We need to remember this is life.
Shit happens sometimes.
We need accept things and move on.
I'm sure you will get through this bad phase and emerge victorious with a smile.
P.S
On a lighter note, I loved the way you reacted for the initial bit of that chirping.
Too cute XD
Thanks @bacpackingmonk you are a true friend indeed. 😊