I was offered a job today randomly. I just wanted to grab a cup of coffee and make a threespeak vlog but things did not to as planned. I chit chatted with the store owner about where I am from. I did not tell him I was asking for a job but he offered me one. Said whatever job position I wanted and hours I wanted and it was mine. Weird cause I honestly do not want a job but have been meditating on finances and how I have been cashing out Hive. I really do not want to be but set it up to do so while I am waiting on my inherentence that is coming in February.
Honestly, I dont care about anything but making Hive posts, reading a book and being a part of a healthy society. I feel unneeded and unwanted in general. It is like the world is mine but eh the world doesn't excite me. Except I feel comfortable here and enjoy this party of Boise, the North End. I feel young again. I really have no sexual urge but I got women starring me down like I am piece of meat and now jobs being thrown at me. Sigh. What will it take to excite me? I dont know. I think about women just a little and they are on me. I think about a job and they are offered. It is a trip. I think not smoking cannabis is doing me a world of good as far as my manifestation abilities. Also been dreaming vividly and living in another world there too. I think I need to now meditate. I have yet to do that. I feel my connection to God being strong and pretty powerful. Maybe my desires are not in alignment quite yet probably from not being grounded.
My phone's video was interrupted several times, due to the snow, making this video and to make it worse it turns out I forgot to set my phone's setting to 720p as my phones 1080p videos wont upload to @threespeak. @vaultec.
So anyways... Should I take this job for 10 an hour? It is walking distance like 3 minutes away from my house. Guy who owns store also owns the Toy Store next door and is not a corporation. He really wants me to work for him. Its weird but that makes me feel needed but should I just easily succumb to the first thing the Universe sends me or should I meditate on it? I dont know. I am used to making 40 an hour and managing people in fast paced corporate environments. So it is weird. Just weird.
At any rate here are some photos from today....
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I was looking for the name, God in your post and I am glad I found it. I think God loves you specially. While you think you are not needed or wanted, good things keep happening to you. You only went for a cup of coffee and got a job. I don't know your circumstance but picking it up will not be a bad idea. It is great to know you enjoy making posts on hive, that's commendable too. Get out of the house, socialize more, who says you are not wanted? You sure are. Sorry about the snow
Yes, God is the father I always needed but he is also as stern as loving.
Well I did not take the job but I am still tempted to. I do not know if a job at a chocolate shop is what I am wanting or need. I wouldn't say its good or bad just is. I really do not feel wanted or needed in general but always feel like a tool for others to take advantage of.
Well, I love the snow! I think people are too busy in their own lives to want anything more than what they already have. I think that God does want me but wants me to focus on myself ie meditate, exercise and relax.
Thanks for your honest concern!