The thought of becoming a failure person in the future is frightening. That's why we often doubt our ability to do different tasks assigned to us. But, the way you handled things in that situation is quite commendable and I think that you not giving up on that situation and still thought of teaching the students for their benefit. TLDR be proud because you are one of the sources of knowledge that will lead this country to greatness in the future.
Awee thank you so much @taniku-san🤧☺️✨