Hello dear Souls,
Wowwww I have had a loooong incubation and I am so grateful I gave myself permission to disappear a little and focus on my mind.
My MIND.
I found it very interesting how my journey for the past couple of months has led me through the initiation of Speech and Language and Narratives.
If you read my last posts I left here you probably figured I kinda had a mental breakdown ;)
Well don't we all have one of those? hehe
Looking back, I was wayyy to much in my head.
It made me nuts to some extent. I can pretty confidently say now that it is imperative to work with our Minds.
Through silence, contemplation and limiting my sight by not wearing my glasses,
I have realized the discernment of how deeply, intricately and widely our MINDS have been programmed meticulously to get to a point today where we don't even realize we may have never learnt to think; perceive and process our reality like an Original Human.
Before that, I thought it was loosely due to family communication issues, dysfunctional upbringing, a ''dash'' of sociopolitics.... until I combed my mind more and more, and analyzed our collective mind and when I stumbled upon RA Schwaller de Lubicz tales of the Pharaonic Mind and the ancient egyptian mindSET, I started to see unfolding before me the immense social and mental engineering that have been perpetuated here in the name of 'Science' and 'modern Progress' and what else of an Agenda that aimed to keep us restrained, desperately obedient and totally spiritually amputated.
We, through the relaying of these limited conception of the world from generation to generation, create an entire array of ''FEELINGS'' that when we trace them really back, those are not from our heart at all!
These are all rooted in thoughts, beliefs and narratives our MIND is holding and repeating to us with the help of our physical body.
Think about it next time you feel something uncomfortable.
Is it your heartsoul or actually only your mindbody?
Am I sad because I think the situation should be different? That is my mind who is sad, not me.
Am I angry because somebody is behaving in a way that is not suiting my narrative?
Do I feel sick only because everyone ever told me my body would behave so and so, because of that and that?
Am I hurting because if that person did that to me it means this about me?
Seriously HOW MANY 'FEELINGS' are we convinced we really feel when it is all, in fact, just our minds response to Reality?
And it works in reverse too!
Is a person 'feeling' a certain way about me only because of what that would mean for their ego?
This was a gamechanger to me.
Starting to see the discernment of my 'feelings' between what is of essence, and what is actually all just a response to what it would mean for my persona?
If we tackle Trauma that way, I am CERTAIN it is a zillion times more productive than the eternal cycles of Therapy.
Sometimes we just 'feel' something because Reality is simply not suiting our script.
So if I drop the definitions, the expectations, the narratives, the theories, the conclusions etc etc basically all that our Mind loves to intellectualize about endlessly, what is left?
Find out for yourself, you're gonna crack yourself up and relish in Life cracking you open!!
May you slay with Love,
KPH
It is really good to have you back, I am sorry to hear that you have been suffering, but I also know that we are going through a huge transition and so much that we have never dealt with, is coming up for so many of us now, with so many walking around projecting their feelings and thoughts on to others and if you are sensitive, wow it can be super intense.
It is so important to allow ourselves to feel, to just let our emotions rise and not hold onto them, to not try and dissect them, just let them come and then let them go.
This can be difficult to do, because we are always told to pull ourselves together. But then, we never get to discover who we are or our true potential, than happens when we allow our selves to fall apart, because when we come back together again, we have seen ourselves for who we are and we come back stronger than ever.
So much change is happening, so much is being unveiled, let it all come, let it come into the light and there it will be transformed, there we will be transformed, as we embrace and accept who we are.
Sending you a huge hug and much love @kaliphae, thank you for sharing, for encouraging others to be honest and open, to heal xxxx
Thank you @trucklife-family for your warm message! But no need to be sorry to hear, it's all perfect 💚
Yes, this
I love the nuance of it, and I'm sure we will all start to see, feel and innerstand the nuance behind our feelings!
They just wanna be seen and nothing much more, we don't need all the effort!
I surprise myself often how I still have stocked feelings of value in the ability to "dissect" right and interpret things and find the real meaning behind anything. And seeing more and more the truth in the face, that there may be no meaning and yet everything is still as meaningful ;)
I like something else you said and it makes me feel how the New World will be made of people that did exactly that: "allowed themselves to fall apart" because only then we were able to see that we are beyond anything with an expiration date ;)
I appreciate you reading my post and welcoming me back with such warmth
Big big hug, may you slay with Love sister 🌹
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