The man behind the joint mumbled, "We made temporary decision that caused permanent pain" this time his eyes lit and I could see the pain in it.
Every man wakes with his fears, some wake with thier fears and chose to face it while others refuses to embrace those pains and try to numb them. I was amongst those who numbed their pains, think about everything else but our eccense.
Our lives never came with a how to menu, as children we used to hate the man we've become. A man who only feels alive whenever he's taking those stuffs that kills him and we felt this way until me met Jesus.
If there's one thing I've learnt in the path to an everlasting life is the fact that no man can ever save himself, infact you're more likely to fail the moment you try to save yourself than when you let it flow and thirt for it. We tend to want to take charge and fix things forgetting that sometimes, the fire is let to burn just to signal attention through the smoke.
Years have passed and I've used hive blog as my therapy and everything feels better that God is in control because this time I don't only know but see that he has actually been in charge all along.
Now all I do is talk about his mercies and kindness at every chance of a listening ear because that's the only way I can actually prove gratitude to him and his ways for truely, his ways are higher than ours just as his thoughts are.
To whoever is reading this, God is good and his goodness are sufficient to us at all times so whenever you find yourself in a dark and lonely place, please pay attention because he's trying to talk to you.
