“Please state your name for the other members of the group,” the doctor’s voice permeated the silence of the too quiet room and my turbulent thoughts.
I look around me at the other members in the group with their kind smiles urging me to join them. Their “problems” are way different from mine so I am very hesitant to say what mine is. They have issues ranging from drinking and smoking a pack or two to online shopping addiction. Oh boy, they did not know what was about to hit them. I can see the middle aged men and women bright-eyed and bushy tailed ready to begin their session as they’ve been coming to these sessions for months and are well on their way to so-called recovery. My mind is screaming, ‘What the fuck am I doing here?! This group is not for me! These sweet Christian looking people can't take on my issues!’ I force a smile as I wrestle with grabbing my bag and leaving and doing the mature thing. I need help and I need it now, so stay! My subconscious screams.
I looked at the doctor again, he was like a tall ice cold glass of Jamaican mountain peak coffee- strong and black. He was wearing a shade of gray straight jeans that showed his toned gluteus medius. My eyes trailed up his body and zoned in on his tricep, then further up his firm abdomen. His pecs were saying ‘helllooo friend’. Fuck! My brain started doing that thing where I start to imagine how sweet his lips taste. He has soft soulful brown eyes, the kind you could get lost in. My palms become sweaty as I imagine running them up and down those biceps, over his abs and slowly down to his navel, teasing him as I bite his lips that were way too red and luscious for a man. I caught a glimpse of his ass while he greeted the members On entering and ohhhhh lordt! Doctor needs to stop going to the gym because he’s not helping this patient. His name is Dr. Miller...I can still hear the deep melted caramel sound of his voice ‘Stop it dammit! You are here to get help! WTF are you doing?!’ I chided and shook myself from my reverie.
“Hello”, i said. My voice sounded squeaky even to my own ears. ‘You can do this Cleo. You can do this Cleo. You’ve got this’, I chanted in my mind as the weight of the shame of who I am pressed into my shoulders like a 10 ton bolder. I clear my throat and start again.
“Hello everyone”
“Hello!” “Welcome!” the group chimed chirpily with broad smiles.
I took a deep breath preparing myself mentally to say the dreaded words. “I’m Cleopatra and I’m addicted to raw, sexy, unbridled, mind-blowing sex”.
As the words left my lips I look around the room and the welcoming smiles there moments ago were all gone, replaced with wide-eyed horror and audible gasps. Maybe a church focus group was not the best place to get the help I need...
One love! I go by the name cleotheclepto and I'll be entertaining you with some Jamaican erotic drama. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as i enjoyed writing it. Stay tuned for more😈 Please leave your comments below.
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Thank you missaj! Stay tuned for part 2❤️
Nice story,can't wait for part 2. Wanna see how she is gonna tell her story in that church group 😄. maybe they will start confessing too. LOL
Thank you dmilliz! Stay tuned for Part 2😁
Hi Cleo
Good to have you on hive sharing with us your stories and creating feelings too. This is an amazing piece, fiction I guess but if not its a wonderful feeling all the same.
I'd like to introduce the few writing communities we have here on hive
• Freewrite community
• Inkwell community.
Please do well to subscribe to these communities and share your amazing work.
PS: Images have a way of triggering the mind of readers how the corelate with the story and the story teller, just a small advice to use have a pictorial story too alongside the wordings. There are tons of free images out there on pixabay and the likes, Just do well to source all images.
Cheers!!!
Manners and respect mi general Spirall! Thank you for your thoughtful comment. I appreciate the read and especially the tips! I will definitely check out the other communities❤️