When I started this project I literally had no idea what I was going to be doing to myself. It is a huge project to have taken on. I had started trying to learn guitar - back in October - that's gone.

This Moon Lunation

On January 29th I still had an ass-whoopin flu like none other I have ever experienced. I was one of those people said that "viruses don't exist" - and while I still believe that they are man-made in a lab from exosomes and they do not exist in Nature, I have changed my mind. The Wuhan Pneumonia, as my friend Master Chinyi Lin calls it - I believe to be real. The thing that was startling was that no one called it by it's sorcery name C-19. I was in the hospital numerous times in the last month because a friend was in for "pneumonia" which would have been labeled with that term, just last year" but that term was never used. They said he had "the flu" and it turned into "pneumonia" while they doled out free C-19 shots. I guess the narrative is that C-19 has been cured by the jab?

Anyway - I had it - with all it's symptoms - it took a month to go away and I lost my flavors and smells - still don't have them completely back.

So - I was unable to start this painting until the Full Moon, February 12th, and now I have to get it done by February 27 and get started on Pisces...

I got extremely depressed while I was sick and reached out to a couple of women - to be mentors for me - One was some "shamanic" teacher who lives an hour north and the other is a medium who lives in the Mountains about an hour southwest. I like the latter better than the former but both turned out to be yuk - the way people are nowadays and how I hope not to be.

I strive to do what I say I am going to do - not advertise something I then don't want to deliver or charge a huge price tag for which cheapens the product.

I think I was just depleted by the illness because I kinda knew that going in and so I was not that disappointed when they didn't respond.

God teaches me what I need to know and I really don't need a human to help me - except for in books.

What else happened in this Lunation...a very close friend, William, who I have known for 12 years, was in the hospital the entire time I had the flu, which began on January 21 - which was the 4th Quarter of the previous Lunation.

He was manic - as he also ha(d) mental illness and he left the hospital at some point and then was brought back by ambulance several days later in bad shape.

I am simply trying to mark how the Moon influences our experience on Earth and if it is a relevant guide to use to track Nature or if it is yet another off-planet entity - real or not - base or object - that is used to distract from my MOM Earth...February 6 (1-day after the first Quarter) - I received a gift from a new friend, Samson - A Wisdom Wand -

The timing could not have been more perfect because I had to go to the hospital every day almost to advocate for William, as his medical proxy. I activated the wand and used it to create a column of light around him. William really liked the wand and he wanted to hold it all the time so he imprinted his energy into it.

On February 13th, the day after the Full Moon, at midnight, William passed away of "pneumonia complicated by COPD". The hospital would have kept him alive if they could but I instructed them to lay off extra stuff they were doing. It was William's time.

As this was happening, we were doing a Tensor Ring Workshop...
https://intuitiveart.net/ - go to the Library to find the plans and resource sheet to learn about Slim and his work...I am finding they are very helpful for me... there's access to how to make these if you are interested...

On February 15th, we had a tensor ring workshop with Samson.

I made this for the painting - which oddly, William was a Pisces, not an Aquarius - so again - odd - as I was working on this painting through this experience.

February 18th was a significant day for me ... and ...

The hospital stole all of William's belongings and I filed a police report but I could not access it because it is behind a paywall. My intuition told me that I was going to get everything back which seems to be coming to fruition now in third quarter - so perhaps the Moon is subtly directing events -

February 20th was an excruciating day - not sure but I think there is something happening in the heavens as well with planetary influences - once again my question - is how do EARTH influences direct us or are we just directed by the Sun, the Moon and the Planets? I have more work to do to unravel this ancient knowledge and experience I am sure.

Last night I put on the Lightening which is now drawing all attention away from the horse - so I have more work to do.