Giving myself some peace and quiet after a month of just getting to know people and walking around a lot of lunches a lot of specialities so after all these Christmas and meeting people from my boyfriend and my side, the last day of all of that was Slava you know it’s a typical for Serbian people we have like 15th Slava’s and so it was 20th of January so it is Sainth Jovan and Sanja celebrates it and Marko and I were invited to it and actually my family and also his family also celebrates this so the good thing is that I didn’t need to come to lunch with his family because I had a lunch with my family and it was OK because I wasn’t socially and mentally prepared again for all of that. I just need a little break so it was a good thing and I’m going to post the pictures from Slava so it’s the second part of pictures and my sister-in-law always prepares some delicious salads and I always eat so much of these salads and just like before main meals meals that I don’t ever eat the main meal and in this picture below, you can see of course sarma- everybody knows about Sarma, so these are little two of them, but let’s get back to my social Anxiety And how I am dealing with it
So we went to Sanja‘s and there were some of her friends and you know I don’t like introducing my boyfriend and all those official things I wasn’t like having nervous attacks. I just I can’t explain it. I just hate when people are around me and eyes are on me or something that is mine and it’s going to be graded. There’s something I just can’t deal with and of course not having enough me time caused for me to have like a crying session at 3 AM after that, but it was a good thing because after that, I am just getting into my routines so I’m going back to my meal prepping eating Gym and studying and I’m just going into my old routine and I feel good about but I do have strict routine and I just need to follow it,
It was good , actually when she was opening a bottle of Coca-Cola it just bursted it all over me.
It was a nice evening and you know I got a good crying session after it and the next day, I was just all by myself going back to my routine and after that I was at Marko‘s and everything was just now back to normal. Today is a new day. I have a padel training and I had some good meals/some good food/ some good studying/some good tennis. Oh my God can we talk about Novak against Alcaraz, my mom of course when something like that is playing she doesn’t watch it because she thinks that she’s going to jinx it and I think that I’m quite lucky charm to it so I’m always like in front of a TV watching because I and I was having a stroke Watching
Marko was at Austria for some skiing and I’m going to talk about it and jacket because we are going skiing at the end of the February if weather allows it but yeah this is my new jacket
And my sister had accident with another car. She wasn’t false, but she did get some damage to her car, nothingserious.