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When I was Growing up, I always loved my parents I cared about them. I listened to everything they said I did whatever they told me to do. Doesn't matter if I liked it or not. I was like a good boy who listened to his parents at every step. I never made any major choices or any decisions in my life. I never did anything I wanted to do i thought my parents would get angry. I try my best to be with them. I was like a robot who obeyed all the rules.
But in the end what they found was my fault and they started treating me like a Wasteful boy. My life has no value to them because now I am not earning as much as they wanted. I already earn much to maintain my spending. But they need much more. which I can't give them now. Also, now they don't support me to grow up. Now I don't have any trust in them and neither they have in me.
What my parents think 🤔
They thought they were protecting their child. Making a wonderful future. Building a successful life for me. It's what they thought they were doing with me. With those strict orders they are making me perfect.--
What they made me
I am now a liar who lies most time. Stay in the room most of the time. Don't speak with people. Doesn't share any problems. Has trust issues. Can't trust anyone easily. Uncomfortable with everyone. Overthinking most of the time. Don't have many friends. That's what I am now.Who's fault here?
I am not accusing them, I should have developed myself without relying on them. Make my own decision. Be independent financially. Make my own life. Don't just sit back and depend on them. It's my fault that I gave them control of my life.
what now?
Now everything is clear. So now I am making my own life better. It may take some time but I have to make myself.
Of course, I have a duty to my family. I will do that but before that I have to prepare myself. I have to make my life my way. Hopefully I can make one soon.
📝Special Note
I am not sharing this blog to get sympathy. When you go to something big you should release your all stress so you can focus on your goal. Those things on my mind it distracting me. I don't have anyone to share. But in here I am very comfortable to share those things with everyone. If it's irritate you can ignore it.
I can feel you brother. Don't be sad. Just make yourself. It will take sometimes. Do what you like. And ofcourse do the things that gives you money. Because money is........ You know!
I am not that sad i just feel it's not right. And about money Yeap, Money represent your value.
ThankYou🫂👍
I feel you in the past. you are not alone. but just focus on yourself, you are worth feeling free with no overstress from parents.
Thank You 👍❤️ Hope i will find my path in short time.
At least you realise now what you have to do. Try to act on your own now, try to decide for yourself and be the best version of yourself. It won't be easy you know, especially you are alone on this battle. But you have do it and you should star with a small step. You can do it. Fightuuuuu! 💪
I will do it doesn't matter i am alone or not. To get success you have to work hard no one will give it to you.
Thank Youuuu🫂⏱️
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