In my life, I have experienced different problems. One of this , when my acid first attack it's very difficult to adjust. It seems that couldn't able to handle of it.
It was the time, when my husband got disgrace from our motorcycle, at the same time, it was the first time my acid attack that I felt hard to breath and simultaneously my asthma triger from my acid, I was crying because it seems that I could not able to handle it. I have my little child who needs to care and my husband couldn't able to work and walk because of his legs got injury.
I didn't say anything from husband that I was suffering my acid! I just keep on silent, striving from self to breath well.
I was taking my medicine and praying to God! Begging of him, asking that I will recover from my illness, that sometimes I could say ( I WILL GIVE UP) that I feel weary, but while im thinking of it, I saw my little child who needs from a mother to takecare. My heart was crying 😢, I hugged my child while my husband in our room suffering also his legs.
I kept on praying to God, crying on him, that I could able to survive problems in my life. Its very difficult especially being a mother suffering illness, Im afraid loss my breath that my child needs me.
After one month I am gradually recovered from my difficulties of breathing, although its not full recovered until now still I have difficulties of breathing because my acid flows out anytime, but not like first attack that even one step of walking striving my breath inhale oxygen. But thanks be to God even though still my acid always here but I can able to adjust of it! One of this avoid stressful things.
One of my strength to become strong is with God! Always humble prayer and trust him. And of course my family! I love my family that needs to be strong more.