We can't surely predict people's life. We just have to show and make them feel our love while they are still with us. Your post reminded me of my Grandpa who just died recently. What happened wouldn't sink in to my head until now. I wanted to join the contest also, but I can't, remembering him makes me breakdown in an instant.
It is hard to move on, since you've said "died recently". But you know to yourself that your grandfather is in his good hands/place. Our hearts will heal soon, and we shall leave our sorrow in the past. You clearly know how to keep this kind of situation to yourself. But, do remember that I/we are here to listen to your heavy feelings that needs to be release. I know you are longing for your Lolo's nang, and he knows what you are feeling of. May the light of this green earth guide you through darkness of ups and downs. @ayane-chan