"Luckily I dream, prayed for it and worked for it. Now I am living it"
Adulting--you have to do everything by yourself.Tiring, stressful and it gives you sleepless nights.
Five years ago I am under the same situation but I am in my bed hostaged by my rare disease. I felt tired and wanted to give up. I am full of stress caused by dark imaginings. Sleepless nights are normal as my fears haunt me.
I dream of this day of being capable to provide for myself. Getting tired the whole day without bothering anyone was a goal. Being independent and free was my objective.
As I pay my groceries and being the last customer in the store, memories flashback. This is the spot where I desired to be years ago. Now I am here! I can't help but smile. Yet, I didn't realize tears were falling too.
My heart shouts for success. I made it through the rough, dark, hopeless times.
I am dreaming again. This time having my other life goals fulfilled. It may take 5 years or more. But I will dream, pray for it and work hard for it. And, when that day comes, I will be remembering this spot in this counter where it made me realized I am blessed, was blessed and will be blessed.
This kind of post is what I really need to read these days. Your story is really inspiring as ever, BD. Ingat ka lagi. Stay safe. :)
miss your writings as well @jemzem. Thank you so much. Stay healthy and safe din.
Aww. Sobrang nakaka inspire ka talaga bes. Kaya idol kita eh.
Basta keeo moving forward lang tayo palagi. Pag napagod o madapa, magpapahinga lang, ngingiti tapos babangon ulit. Kapit lang. Maaabot din natin ang mga pangarap. :)
amen. thank you po. Laban lungs
Adulting is hard, super hard. But you're right. We have to set a goal, and work hard for it. Kapit lang, and maraming prayers. ☺️ Wag mawawalan ng pag Asa. Hope keeps us alive. ☺️
Thank you so much @arrlinn
nakaka iyak ang storya mo BD pero nakakatuwa. Basta tiwala lang at lahat ay pwedeng mangyari.. Hindi ko lang siguro pangarapin si Ivana kasi hindi ko sya crush eh. Baka mapikot pa nya ako. hahaha
thank you po.
Malay mo magkatuluyan kayo ni Ivana
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