As an artist, I think the desire to create art never dies; it is repressed. Many external factors can affect our artistic side - people may not like your art based on their preferences, your pieces may not earn that much at first, and other reasons. By experience, I have daily thoughts of art, but I just choose not to start creating. I guess many people may be found guilty of that - one moment, you'd find yourself lying down, and you'd be already bombarded with ideas of art...
"I wish to find my art style."
"I think this is a nice concept to draw."
"I do not have time for this right now, maybe later."
And who would know? You may have an entire timelapse and speed-paint in your head... but where's the artwork? In the end, it is just a creative thought.
Spontaneity and decisiveness are essential in art - sometimes, you just have to start scribbling. Overthinking may hinder you from beginning what you seek. Personally, this self-portrait was a product of these two, combined with heavy convincing that I should just "trust the process".
This art took me several canvasses - most empty and some doodled with lines, shapes, and shades.
I think there are a lot of benefits to drawing yourself - it can be a tool for skill development and even free therapy. But those are just the basics. I think a self-portrait enables the expression of one's identity and character - also through the style it's drawn. It can even empower and boost self-esteem and self-confidence both as a human being and an artist.
As I have mentioned, the hardest part is always the beginning. If being positively impulsive is not helping at all, it is important that an artist has a foundation. This is where consistency vs. motivation comes in. Of course, I know that every artist is different in character and goals... but personally, being consistent is more effective than relying on motivation - it is better to do little daily than to do big on day 1 and do nothing on day 2.
I am excited to meet you all.
Get your brushes and start drawing yourself!
