You're chained to the back of an angry owlbear?!?! That can't be good for your general health!
Welcome to Hive! I really hope you'll love it here.
I love 40K too although I don't have an army at the moment, but if I did it would be Orks. I played maybe 30 years ago... but with Zak around the pull to jump back in has gotten a lot stronger.
If you have any Hive questions, I've been around for a while so I'd be happy to help.