I completely and totally understand.
Last year having my molars removed, changed my life.
Last year I was incredibly angry and upset and then I was diagnosed with having a massive infection in my impacted molars. I ended up having all four of them taken out with surgery.
I lived for years with this huge raging infection in my mouth. I didn't realize how much pain I was in and how much pain constantly I was in as well as a destruction of my health.
Absolutely this surgery saved my life. And as a result I'm able to see and think a little bit more clearly. And it's still process for me to slow down and think about things
Anyway I'd like to say I'm sorry for my behavior yesterday. A year later and I'm still learning and trying to be a better person and not go crazy and self-destruct.
Lately I've been really stressed with starting my own nonprofit and getting the 51c3 paperwork done by a team of tax lawyers. I have luckily been able to raise with my hard work posting here 50+% of this month's payment! Which just the sheer stress of this opportunity coming true is pretty phenomenal.
So I'm just trying to do the best I can. And I'm sending prayers and strength your way for you to get over this. That was my biggest fear was just getting it done. Ironically the post surgery pain was really nothing compared to what I put myself through for years.
There is a picture of my amazing puppy dog or dropping the ball on my hand and we are going to go out and throw the ball for him a couple of hundred times. Hopefully you have an amazing day and get better soon.
