Sorry to hear that you are blacklisted. I think there is always a solution for every problem. If hivewatchers give any instruction, just follow that. Hope that they will unban you after a time period.
Don't be frustrated. We all do mistakes, knowingly or unknowingly, intentionally or unintentionally. Those who doesn't stay firm on their arrogance/statements are the wise one.
Hope that the issue will be solved soon. Quitting is not the solution bro.