The thing is niha, like many other opinionated anbiverts in here, i can say to you words, advices that maybe somewhat comforting, keeping in mind the situation you described above. But its your life. And youll get to live it only once. So live!!
Ive always faced these moments in my life that have caused me immense pain along with grave existential crisis. You know, those crisises where you would think it would be better to just take a blade to your wrist and then lights out. To cope with such situations and find peace, ive always looked up towards those whom i deemed to be wise. But their words seemed fake, empty and never helped me that much..Even my parents were having difficulties with finding the right words to say to me. But at the end the only thing that was there for me is myself..
So, search deep within and find that one thing that attracts you the most. It can be anything, anything that comes to your imagination . If you cant find it, then look even deeper. And then turn that into your lifes goal and legacy. Remember this, if you start doing something that doesnt come naturally and makes you unhappy, youll always find others to be disappointed or disheartened in you. but, no one except god and you yourself will be there at the end. So make the most of it while you can.
It was my biggest mistake to try to do something I wasn't interested in and I was never satisfied with that. But what I am interested in doing it gives me temporary happiness. Actually, when I share my thoughts with others, I don't get good feedback from them. That's why I lost interest in doing this.
But now I realize I can't concentrate on my work for others. So I decided I'd do what I could to get satisfied. And this time I will think more deeply and hopefully I will be able to reach my goal. Thank you for advising me. Today I am really encouraged and I understand that I should do what I like..
We learn from our mistakes dont we? :) feedbacks are just a concept niha. If you seek feedback, you have to build a name for yourself. Not the name you allready have.. Like almost all of us in bdc knows you. But as i said in the meeting last night, not many will care if you produce niche content.. Sad but true and honest
What you have to do is find a balance between what you like, and what others want from you.. And then, keep building your name.. Try out new things and see what sticks. Try to produce long contents that are based on broad concepts.
If you ever need any help, never hesitate to ask us or me i guess:)
yeap! understand. I will keep these in mind. And from now i will think more deeply so that i can write good content with a broad concept. Hopefully i can satisfy everyone.
Obviously i will let you know if i need help...