I don't know if heartbroken is the word. I'm not too sure yet as I dive into my music list in search of music to match my mood. Something sad and maybe slightly inspirational to calm the ache in my heart.
One reason I don't fancy listening to news or even reading or coming across them apart from the unfairness and lies most spread, the main reason as it seems is that it is a revenue for bad news. The news from the internet is always super tragic, and so is the one that filled my newsfeed a few days ago.
Death from different angles for things people host normally. Everything has now become a war for survival whenever words spread that they will be sharing raw rice, money, or other things to help people have a good end to the year.
Making the world a better place is increasingly becoming a fallacy because the world needs a lot of healing first, and healing can only come from deep within before it can spread to others. But how can healing be gained when pain is always present?
It is hard, isn't it? And it's very tough what hinger can make us do. Desperate to survive, people make decisions on empty stomachs, and I do really hope I can help people, but the ones I want to help with my current finances, it isn't enough.
But, still, I am glad and grateful I still have little to give out. So, instead of beating myself up for something I have no control over, I have decided to be happy and let healing take place in my heart and for this I found a few music gems to go.
Healing; Riley Clemmon.
Listening to this song helped. I had it on repeat mode, with eyes closed, I let the lyrics sink in, and they do justice to my broken heart. Awakened every tired cell and inspired me to just keep doing my best and not let the worry of the world dampen my spirit for too long.
Mother Earth;Wauaquikuna.
I really like songs that have to do with nature. The chirping of birds, the view of the sky, the waves of the sea, the movement of the trees, and just everything that Mother Earth gives. These are all powerful ingredients that calm me, inspire me, and fill my heart with peace.
I guess this is why I usually go for them, especially when my mind is troubled, and I am glad I found this gem.
Christmas is just in a few days, so continue spreading the joy of the season and never let it end in you.
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Still yours truly,
Balikis.
Thanks for reading and listening.
Peace be unto those who crave it and and to those who chase it away.