Hey!I hope you didn't just look at that hair which is unkept over there. I thought as much,I have not seen myself in this mood for a long time and I want to know if it just happens to only me.
I was in a deep thought but can't actually picture a single thing that I'm thinking of. I had a long night,No jokes.
Many things kept me in the mood,I had a very hectic day at our posting center yesterday and we all anticipated that there will be no class today.
Talking about my classes,I know you must be thinking now that I do not love going to school. I'm a good student that feels so enthusiastic with everything concerning my studies.
Today hits differently and reason why we anticipated no class is because our graduates are supposed to have their second professional exams till today but luck didn't find us and they were able to get done with it yesterday.
Not to talk of going from thinking that we won't have class today to having woken up to see in our class group of the notification that we have five(5)Classes.
I was still wondering on how to go about it then my phone rang to see my friend calling me to remind me that today was supposed to be my one(1)year anniversary with my boyfriend which we are already separated.
I am this kind of person that doesn't like talking about my social life but today made me feel like my world crumbled right Infront of my eyes. It was actually a perfect relationship but at some point I do not regret that our paths crossed and also that we aren't together anylonger.
Love is worth fighting for but not when families are involved. Although I didn't make it known to my own family but at that moment I felt it's cool to let my people knew if it, Circumstances came up but I'm cool now.
What brought these stories,,,I want to share with you a very good and cool headed musics that was kept on repeat in my phone through out that moment. It became part of me that it lived rent free in my head.
It was Arcade by Duncan Laurence. In every aspect of my emotions then,This became my companion and my new found lover,Hehehe 😂.
I first heard of the music when I watched Black panther,ohhhh. From the lyrics where he said"A Broken heart is all that's left" . Watching the corpse of T challa father,T Chaka ascending into the Ancestral plane.it broke my heart .
Bringing it to how I felt when I lost my beautiful union ,what was left in me is a broken heart,I was trying to fix it but I realised that it's hard for us that don't love easily to get detached.
I felt like The word love is a shamble and shouldn't be mentioned,I kept telling my self that loving someone so dearly is a loosing game.
Everything turned sour to me and I began to feel like Marriage or relationship is something not worth building up.
Another song that I played so well was Another Love by Tom Dell.
I felt so broken that each pieces of me was seeking for comfort but I thank God for today that I can say it's a beautiful thing having people in your life cuz each comes with a memory to hold unto. My mood since morning has been full of ups and downs but here I'm off to that institution again. Head over heels with my studies and we go again,See you soon,Chap chap 💖
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Your tousled hair looks with personality 😅 and body.
Music frees us and also helps us drain, if you need to cry do it and tomorrow that wound will heal.
God bless us with good love. @china-cy
For real it would not have been easy at all if I wasn't a lover of music. Thanks ma'am 😊