Are you more alive ~~
Nothing is as pure as you°•°•
I'm a very emotional person, I might put up a front, you know “I'm a strong girl” kind of front. And you can tell from most of my music, they are super emotional because as much as I claim to know how to express myself, I still very much rely on music.
The first time I listen to the cover song; Dancing In The Sky by Zita was on YouTube on America's Got Talent, though the original song was sung by Dani and Lizzy. I had developed an addiction to that show, you see kids, teens and adults showcasing unbelievable talent. I envied some of them. Do you know what it means to stand on stage knowing more than a million people are looking at you, some with expectations, well mostly the judges.
I think this song brought back memories, memories of a lost one, i think it's been 10 years now since we lost our little Dominic He was pure, innocent and one smart kid too. He was what they called a blessed child. He brought us closer and when he died it affected every single person in my household.
Why I can relate to this song is because I often wonder where he is now, was he born into another household much better? Was he still a boy or did he come back as a girl?. Was he in heaven? Was he treated like the little prince he is? Is he happy cause I wish with my heart he was.
His death affected me the most. I was the big sister after all and he died in my hands. I remember how I fell into a deep depression. I would often look at the stars and feel like I believed there, like I could feel my little brother just waiting there for me. But I was able to overcome my own challenges, I had to live for him at least.
So whenever I listen to this song, it brings back memories, happy yet sad memories. If he was alive, would things be different; of course they would be.
I think he's in a better place, maybe in heaven. A beautiful place where he's at peace with himself. Even when I think about it now, I still feel that sadness and I often wonder how those who have lost, their parents, siblings in one day often suffer?... because it's a never ending void and pain just there in your chest. Losing a loved one has never and can never be easy but we hope for better days because we live for them, we live knowing they are in a better place and maybe just one day we might all meet again.
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