But you are doing so great, with music stuff for example. I suppose music is what you focus on so that shyness disappears. Also, I read in your post that open mic helped you open more. That is great, I am happy you can express yourself.
About the lake and many people. I guess I am also a bit lost among so many people. I can connect very well in individual interactions though.
So, gigs. Will you have some soon? Are there some improvements on that topic in your country?