Music can mean a lot to us, for each one can be a different thing, and for you, it is a coping mechanism when things are bad. Yes, also a kind of therapy when there is no one to talk to...
Thank you for sharing with us your thoughts and this little playlist :)
Do you like instrumental music too? Have you tried with classical music too?
I think I would give classical music a chance. If you have any to recommend, please do. Although I don't play instruments, still I love to listen to them.