Never let your mind down. Maybe something good is waiting for you but it takes time. Keep practicing. Never stop practicing. Never let your mind down.
At the same time the photography of the spider is amazing. I think you have taken the first picture through another site of glass, which is why the picture is so beautiful and in contact with the sky.
I really enjoy being out on the disc golf course so it is easy for me to get a lot of practice in.
It was a bit difficult to get the camera to focus on the spider. I kept getting the background in focus and the spider out of focus.