I don't know what I posted yesterday, but any happiness went right out the window. Turns out when family is shit, you can't expect anything better.
My mental health is suffering, my work isn't getting done, I'm barely able to eat, and I'm constantly somewhere between yelling at someone, crying uncontrollably, throwing up, passing out, and jumping off a cliff.
So far the only positive I can think of is if this keeps up, I might meet my weight goal from needlessly pacing and panicked not eating. Ha...ha...
But our lender is working hard to find us a plan b. Hoping for good news tomorrow.
Oh, and lots of walking around the hangar. I did finish downgrading those computers from Windows 11, so that's kind of a closure.
Hoping for some good news tomorrow.
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Height6.2 ft | ![]() | Weight250 lb | ![]() | Body Fat% | ![]() |
Waist38 in | ![]() | Thighsin | ![]() | Chestin | ![]() |