Sorry to hear you are feeling lonely. I have also been losing friends as i get older for the same reasons. I never had kids either and dont really want to join society in slavery (work). I moved 2 years ago and still havent made a single friend. Thats life for some of us i guess.. the matrix keeps people like us on the outside..
take care friend, hope you feel better soon..
yes me to. and hope this corona virus is not going to last over summer here. Good luck over there also.