Hey guys 😊,
I’m sooo tired, 😩😩 Gosh, that hotel drains all my strength 🥺
I don’t even get enough time to sleep talk less of to check communities and go through posts 🥹 I can’t wait for February next year soo I can be done and dusted with this NYSC of a thing 😩😩.
When I think about some aspects of my life though I wonder weather it won’t be better to just retain the job after service though because, like, there is no job anywhere and I honestly don’t think I would want to finish this service only to go back to selling things for my mum in her shop, but on the other hand I’m not exactly happy working af the hotel. 🤔
Soo that’s enough about that,
Before I go into something or somethings I can’t travel without, I want to free my mind of something that’s bothering and weighing down on me 🥹
Sooo yesterday, I had an issue with my immediate senior brother relating to food, and it led to a fight between us 🤧 soo in the process of the fight, I slapped him(it wasn’t intentional, it just happened in the heat of the moment) and the matter reached my mum and our eldest brother’s ears. Here I was thinking that they’d at least want to hear my own side of the story 😞 but no, they all just kept talking about the fact that I slapped him and how disappointed they were with me and that I keep disgracing the family 😔.
So I’ve decided to just keep my distance and become the quiet one in the family to avoid further issues and prevent further disgrace 😣.
Now that I’ve taken time to think about it though, I feel things could have taken a better turn or we could have both made better decisions, but, the deed has been done and it can’t be reversed 😕. I’m still sad about their attitude towards the whole situation and what they made their own concern in the whole issue but I would still get through this 🙂💪🏾
Forgive me for going off topic lol 🙂, I just needed to reduce the weight on my chest and feel a little less down and depressed 😩.
I feel a little better now tho.
Soooo, one thing I can’t travel or even go anywhere without now is my earbuds 😂 like, I’ve gotten soo used to having them with me wherever I go that if I forget to carry them I feel very uncomfortable for the rest of that day 🤣 I wonder if it’s just me though.
Whenever I play music on my buds, the world just goes mute and I’m able to think and sort out things and thoughts taking up a lot of space in my mind 😮💨
Soo as at last year December, when I was packing for the Christmas holiday, I realized I didn’t need to pack soo much, I could literally just take a few things and it would be enough for me for the period I’m in the village. Normally, going to the village for the holidays, I pack a whole lot, like as if I’m permanently moving to the village.
After I realized I didn’t need much though I decided I was going to be packing light from now on for every travel 😁😄
Soooo until the next time folks 😊 I will see you when I see you 🥺 I miss you guys already 🥺😩🙃
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Thanks for this 😊
It's when I'm going to school I pack as if I'm not coming back again 😂. The misunderstanding between you and your brother is sad. And yes, there are better ways it could have been handled. It's in the past now dear, you can't change it. Keep travelling light
Thanks for this 😊 I really needed it ☺️
I can relate to what happened to you but in my case, I wasn’t reprimanded by anyone except myself and I learnt on my own, hehe.
Sometimes the best thing we can do for ourselves is not to make some decisions when we are angry because we most times end up regretting it.
It’s a good thing you find a way to make yourself feel better and if you’d let me, I will advise you apologize to your brother and you will see how much better you will feel after that.
That’s going to be kind of hard for me to do because I felt betrayed
Yeah, it’s only a suggestion 🤗
Thanks a lot tho
You’re welcome Alexandria
Wow, it must be frustrating to be in that position, where others are not willing to listen to reason. Well, the important thing is to admit the mistake and take action so that we don't get out of hand again. Nice headphones, by the way. Regards @alexandria12
Thank you 😊