I am glad you decided to communicate how you feel instead of bottling up your emotions for peace to reign, thereby putting yours at risk.
You are doing well as it is not easy. But it'll surely help you see who is truly for you and who is not. That way, you'll be hurt less, and you'd be able to continue walking those baby steps.
Ohh dearest Balikis thank you so so much, this was heartwarming😊😊