Don't be so hard on yourself, dealing with life,
everyday stuff and emotions can be tough, just lay them on the feet of your maker, you're a brave soul on a mission.
Let go of what you can't control including people, let them be who they are, nothing comes from doing nothing,
being part of your life is a privilege, stick with people who understand. Be thankful for each day, every day has its own blessings. You were created for a divine purpose.
Awakening begins when a man realizes that he is going nowhere without God, and does not know where to go than to return back to his maker for directions. If you can learn from hard knocks, you can also learn from soft touches.