I can only imagine the difficulties you had at the time and in the subsequent months; it'll probably never fully heal I guess, but you'll get a little better as time passes. I often say that those we have lost aren't where they once were, instead, they are everywhere we go as we carry them in our hearts and memories. It's a nice thought.
I get the impression you're doing your best to push on and that's admirable, and quite important of course. You'll have bad times for sure, but hopefully they begin to diminish. Enjoy nature and the life you have, I think that's what those who pass over would want for us.
Thanks for your kind words, it was very nice of you.
Yes I have to go on with my life, I am not hopeless yet with my situation. Many thanks too for your understanding. :-))
You're welcome and all the best moving forward.
Thank you too! I will try my best.