Hello!
That's me leaving the city life behind. Yeah, that's just a car, and I'm behind the camera, so that's not me in the photo, but I used that car to get to the village. It was not a permanent move, I just needed about a month.
But what made me do that? Stress, tiredness, uncertainty. And when I'm tired and stressful, I can't think logically, I relate my problems to everything but my own actions. I try to convince my self that the problems are not consequences of my own action, but result of something like air pollution, city lifestyle and basically anything that is not me. In this situation, I need some time alone, just to "be", not even to rest, just "be".
After spending couple of weeks in the village, I realized that we need such a thing as a human being. Some need it more, some less, but we have to be able to spend some time with our selves, without freaking out. It's scary how many people actually try to escape from being alone.
YES, we are social creatures, we want to have a company, but, we also need to know our selves, we need to accept our selves as an individual, and if we can't be comfortable with our selves for a few hours, usually there's something wrong.
Yeah, if someone hates communicating with any one at any time, there's also something wrong, so again, it comes down to keeping the balance.
I've spent so much time with myself that I got used to it. Sometimes I'm among friends and I just don't fit to the conversations, so I seat there and listen. Some say solitude is dangerous because its addictive.
Are you exercising and eating regularly? I went back to this routine and my mood has improved drastically. Even feeling more motivated to photograph and write.
I think life is addictive generally, it takes a strong will to not get addicted to anything. But some people are afraid of those who can enjoy some time alone. I don't know why...
I eat a lot, not eating much is very rare among us Iranians. lol
I ride my bike time to time, for going to work. Despite high corona death rate, everything is normal here, which is weird. haha.
Good to here that!
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STOPi think "sky" matters extremely to "be"
in cities we forget to see sky
We generally forget in this city life...
Yeah, sky is the one thing that is still natural