I spent the first half of my day at work yesterday thinking about various ways to kill myself.
Pistol.
Bridge.
Cliff.
Suicide by cop.
All of these methods are entirely within my reach, for what it’s worth.
Hooray for extremely lenient gun regulations and ridiculously overpriced mental health care.
Drank a double IPA on my lunch break.
Felt much better for the second half of my day at work.
The churchies didn’t make my day as bad as they usually do every Sunday.
Probably because most of them were out doing Easter related stuff and talking nonsense to a guy who died 2,000 years ago.
Sunday is usually the worst day if you work retail, because all the entitled churcies come out of their bubble and drown the planet in their superiority complex.
Tried to publish my daily Actifit post, but it wouldn’t let me.
Kept throwing errors.
Strangest dream last night.
I don’t want to talk about it.
Happy April Fool’s Day.
I’m going to play a very cruel joke on myself.
It might kill me.
@chaoticthoughts out.
Today’s stats:
- pushups: 20
- crunches: 20
- steps: 27,232
- beers: 3
- Easter eggs: 0
It sounds like you should listen to Jordan Peterson - he’s quite a profound man and has a lot of deep insight into these things like feeling winless which is what it sounds like for you.
I actually love Jordan Peterson. He's intelligent, logical, rational, and doesn't seem to care that a ton of people find him offensive. He just speaks the truth, even when doing so is cause for a volley of rotten tomatoes :D
Side note - is it okay to keep posting my nonsense in this community? I can't seem to find a better place for it. Let me know if there's someplace better.
I appreciate you taking the time to stop by.
Yeah for sure you can post it here! Some of it is a little dark lol but it’s nothing I wouldn’t say you shouldn’t be saying here. Only thing I don’t quite tolerate is over the top racism stuff, some jokes sure but saying murder Russians is a bit much for my taste.
Excellent :) Don't worry, I'll never go full-blown racist in here. Nothing is sacred when it comes to humor, but actual racism? Nah. You gotta be brainwashed to be an actual racist.
For sure! Post away. I’ve been super busy lately so I apologize if I don’t get to your post to leave a comment for several days. I do try to hit everyone though!