In collapsed economies, survival demands selling fragments of your dignity daily.
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"Hunger is political.
Someone always profits from it."
<< Arundhati Roy >>
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Bing Ai
There are days when you wake up and don't even know how to start your day, especially if you've had the luck, or rather the misfortune, of living or being born anywhere in South America and having parents with low incomes or living in poverty.
This is like playing the game of life on extreme mode, and in my case, if you've had to live or survive in Venezuela, you're not even on extreme mode in the game, but on nightmare level.
It's completely mind-blowing to find yourself in the reality of a country where, to survive, you sometimes need to have up to five jobs because the income you earn doesn't actually cover your needs.
Venezuela is a country where the cost of living is extremely high.
I see how people in other countries can moderately afford certain satisfactions and luxuries that, for us, are luxuries, such as being able to eat a ham and cheese sandwich almost every day, whether at home or somewhere nearby.
I see photos of people who go out for coffee almost daily, eat at restaurants, and post pictures of what they're eating, and they seem to live the same life as any normal person in Venezuela, except they live in Spain, or maybe they're in the United States or somewhere else.
And it's confusing because we don't really know if these people are pretending on their social media (which is probably the case), showing a life they're not actually living, or if they really do have that life and are just showing off.
This further complicates the perception and causes even more stress for people because socially they feel pushed or segregated, as in my case, for not being able to have that quality of life that is necessary.
And I'm not talking about having a video game or some electronic device or something that is actually a luxury, which, while we acknowledge that this item or luxury improves quality of life, it's not something that is completely essential.
I'm talking about something that is truly necessary and vital for life, like having access to running water, having access to electricity, being able to buy the basic food basket monthly.
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Bing AI
Consider this: here in Venezuela currently, to have access to the basic food basket, you need around $800 USD Dollars, just for one person, and I think I'm underestimating that figure.
A single person monthly needs to spend at least $800 dollars on food, and this would only include basic foods such as eggs, perhaps a kilogram of milk, some vegetables, rice, grains, a kilogram of chicken, toilet paper and bathrooms for the bathroom like soap And those things, and would have already covered the $ 800.
And currently, to earn $800... to give you an idea, that's almost two years of Hive rewards. Look: just a basic food basket for me, for this content creator, represents a month's worth of food, represents only the income I'm receiving in two years of Hive rewards.
So I would have to be creating content and receiving rewards here for two years to afford a month's worth of food here in Venezuela.
And the question is: how do we, who are here in Venezuela, live then? Well, we have to depend on other people who help, who obviously have a better economic situation, and who have left Venezuela.
There are many people who have relatives, children, family members, etc., who are outside Venezuela and send them remittances.
Lucky are those who have that.
I don't have family, I don't have anyone, so my lack of services is high. I don't have anyone who, let's say, is helping me monthly and I have a guarantee that I will receive that money to help me.
Other people have children, parents, relatives who send them a remittance of $200-300 monthly to survive. I don't have that.
I depend on the goodwill of people, and that's not something that happens often. Obviously, not everyone can help me every month.
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Bing AI
So this contributes to my level of anxiety and worry increasing every day.
Many people will say: "Well, but you can look for another job."
No, I can't do that because the living conditions I have are very challenging.
I'm a 57-year-old person with a series of health conditions and problems that prevent me from working on the streets or looking for any type of job on the streets, and the technological equipment, the computer I have, doesn't have enough capacity for me to perform a job like video editing or some other type of online work that's different from content creation, which is what I'm actually doing, to help myself and contribute to improving my income.
So I have to go through all these complex and difficult situations in this country, trying to overcome while suffering from this anxiety, these chronic depressions, and these anguishes, while also having to deal with health problems like, for example, a varicose ulcer I have on my foot that has reappeared on the instep.
I had one before on my leg; it took nine months to heal due to diabetes problems.
And I have all my teeth practically fallen out due to problems I've been dragging for many years, as I had serious drug problems many years ago.
And this brings me the consequences that many will say: "Well, but those are the consequences of drugs," and that doesn't help me at all, that doesn't contribute to helping me or motivating me in any way, but rather it's like sinking me further and I feel trampled and even worse.
I know I have these problems, that these are issues I've been dragging as a consequence of abuse and bad decisions I made in the past, but that doesn't solve the current problem I have. That is, my teeth have fallen out, I have root canal treatments that have been damaged, and I have the root canal post there, which causes me a lot of pain in my mouth from time to time and makes it hard for me to eat at night.
With this varicose ulcer and the mycosis I have on my leg, it's very hard for me to sleep because the mycosis on my foot burns terribly, and so I can't fall asleep until almost dawn.
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Bing AI
So I can only sleep during the late morning, I spend the late morning sleeping and wake up at noon to come here to work. And so I have this routine that has become robotic, mechanical, and desperate, which doesn't contribute at all to leading a healthy life due to my overweight problem and the issues I've mentioned before.
I only have limited clothing; it's very hard for me to find clothes in my size, and it's also very expensive for me.
And all these conditions make what I'm explaining to you: that living in Venezuela is completely challenging, completely tough, and difficult.
And I see with disgust how other people paint a reality where living in Venezuela is very easy, and I see them enjoying good cups of coffee, things that I really don't have.
If they were in my position and saw that day after day I can't shower because there's no water and I don't have the necessary containers to store the amount of water I need to shower (because being a big and heavy person, I need more water and more of everything to survive), then for a person who is thin, who is small, it's very easy because they consume less water, less food, and their life is much simpler in that sense.
And people tell me mockingly: "Well, but that can be fixed by reducing your weight and going on a diet," and that's not a simple solution either because to have the diet I need, being diabetic, I have to consume certain specific types of food that I can't afford to buy, because the rewards and income I have aren't enough to allow me to buy the type of vegetables and food I need, which cost me a lot of money.
And added to all that, I see, as I've said on so many occasions, how here on Hive money is repeatedly given away, either through @valueplan or through donation rewards or through post rewards, unfairly to people who don't really need it: people who have a standard of living that, if it were mine, they would really be crying and would have committed suicide many years ago.
So there's a distribution of rewards and wealth, not only on Hive but globally, that's really unfair, and this leads people like me to feel very resentful and become very anarchistic over time, and the things they possess, whether in terms of knowledge or possessions or wealth they've accumulated, they don't want to share with anyone, and there's a great deal of distrust when it comes to sharing anything because life for them has been really complicated and really difficult.
This is a post that has no purpose or goal.
As much as I look for support, only crumbs are thrown away; If you want to give me, well received of course it will be. What I'm pursuing with this post is to do a catharsis (which is what this community is for).
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Bing IA
I want to let it be seen, well, to leave here on the blockchain everything I'm going through and everything that's happening to me, and to reflect the injustice: the injustice of those people who don't have economic problems and receive great rewards here and in life.
It seems as if evil makes them do well.
It seems that those people who already have a high standard of living, who spend their time traveling, attending cryptocurrency conferences in other countries, eating at restaurants, drinking coffee every day, and living the good life, have the right to that and more, while other people who create good content, who really make an effort, don't receive that kind of support we so deserve, that we really need.
And it's not about @ranchorelaxo or the big curators passing by our posts once a year and throwing us 100 Hive.
It's about the fact that there are currently people who receive exorbitant amounts of Hive for posts that don't deserve it and receive support in their lives.
And again, the rewards are distributed in a very unfair and unbalanced way.
But that's how life works, and that's why, for that very reason, I'm so jealous of my knowledge and all my vast experience here on Hive, and it's for that precise reason that I've made certain drastic decisions regarding the people I follow and the people I comment to here on Hive, because if others don't do justice, I exercise justice and give my vote, my vote to whoever I want, to whoever I think really deserves it, because that's how decentralization works and that's how I want to do things.
This is all I wanted to say for now.
It's been 18 minutes of conversation and I think this is a sufficiently extensive post that covers most of what I want to lay out here.
There's much more, there's a lot more, but it would take, of course, thousands more words to post and say, and of course I don't think anyone has read all this text.
But if you're one of those who has made it to this point in the text, I thank you and write to me "I've made it here, I understand you." If you write to me "I understand you" I'll know you've read my entire post.
Thank you very much.
Have a good day and I hope this post serves some purpose: it serves you to understand me or maybe you feel identified with everything that's happening to me.
ESPAÑOL
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Bing Ai
Hay días en los que despiertas y no sabes ni siquiera cómo empezar tu día, sobre todo si te ha tocado la suerte o, mejor dicho, la mala suerte de vivir o haber nacido en cualquier lugar de Suramérica y tener unos padres que tienen pocos ingresos o vivir en condición de pobreza.
Esto es como jugar el juego de la vida a nivel extremo, y en mi caso, si te ha tocado vivir o sobrevivir en Venezuela, ni siquiera estás en modo extremo en el juego, sino en nivel pesadilla.
Es completamente alucinante el encontrarte en una realidad de un país en el que para sobrevivir necesitas en ocasiones tener hasta cinco empleos porque los ingresos que tienes realmente no cubren las necesidades.
Venezuela es un país donde el costo de la vida es altísimo.
Yo veo cómo personas en otros países pueden medianamente darse ciertas satisfacciones y ciertos lujos que para nosotros son lujos, como por ejemplo irse a comer un sándwich de jamón y queso prácticamente todos los días, ya sea en su casa o en cualquier lugar cercano.
Veo fotografías de personas que se van casi a diario a tomar cafés, a comer en restaurantes y muestran las fotos de lo que están comiendo, y son personas que en apariencia llevan la misma vida que cualquier persona normal en Venezuela, solo que viven en España, o tal vez están en Estados Unidos o en cualquier otro lugar.
Y es confuso porque en realidad no sabemos si estas personas están aparentando por sus redes sociales (que probablemente eso sea así), una vida que no están llevando, o realmente en realidad tienen esa vida y están simplemente fanfarroneando.
Esto complica más aún la percepción y causa aún más estrés en las personas porque socialmente están empujados o se sienten como segregados, como ocurre en mi caso, por no poder tener esa calidad de vida que es necesaria.
Y no estoy hablando de tener algún videojuego o algún equipo electrónico o alguna cosa que simplemente es en realidad un lujo que, si bien tenemos en cuenta, este artefacto o este lujo mejora la calidad de vida, no es algo que sea completamente imprescindible.
Estoy hablando de algo que realmente sea necesario y vital para la vida, como el tener acceso al agua servida, como el tener acceso a la electricidad, como el poder comprar mensualmente la canasta básica de alimentos.
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Bing IA
Fíjense en lo siguiente: acá en Venezuela actualmente, para tener acceso a la canasta básica de alimentos se necesitan alrededor de 800 dólares, nada más por una sola persona, y creo que estoy quedándome corto en la cifra.
Una sola persona mensualmente necesita gastar mínimo 800 dólares en alimentos, y esto incluiría solamente los alimentos básicos como huevos, tal vez un kilogramo de leche, algunos vegetales, arroz, granos, un kilogramo de pollo, papel higiénico y enseres para el baño como jabón y esas cosas, y ya se habría cubierto los 800 dólares.
Y actualmente, para ganar 800 dólares... para que se hagan una idea, eso, pues en realidad son casi dos años de recompensas de Hive. Fíjense: solamente una cesta básica para mí, para este creador de contenidos, representa la comida de un mes, representa solamente los ingresos que estoy recibiendo en dos años de recompensas de Hive.
O sea que tendría que estar haciendo contenido y recibiendo recompensas aquí durante dos años para poder costearme los alimentos de todo un mes acá en Venezuela.
Y la pregunta es: ¿cómo vivimos entonces los que estamos aquí en Venezuela? Pues tenemos que depender de otras personas que colaboran, que obviamente tienen mejor situación económica, y que pues se han ido acá de Venezuela.
Hay muchas personas que tienen parientes, que tienen hijos, familiares, etcétera, que están afuera de Venezuela y les envían remesas.
Afortunados son quienes tienen eso.
Yo no tengo familia, yo no tengo a nadie, por lo que mi carencia de servicios es alta. No tengo ninguna persona que digamos esté colaborándome mensualmente y que yo tengo una garantía de que voy a poder recibir ese dinero como para poder ayudarme.
Las otras personas tienen hijos, padres, familiares que mensualmente les envían una remesa de 200-300 dólares para poder sobrevivir. Yo no tengo eso.
Yo dependo de la buena voluntad de las personas, y eso no es algo que frecuente. Obviamente, no todas las personas van a poder colaborar conmigo todos los meses.
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Bing IA
Entonces esto contribuye a que mi nivel de ansiedad y preocupación aumente cada día.
Muchas personas dirán: "Bueno, pero puedes buscar otro trabajo".
No, no puedo hacerlo porque las condiciones de vida que yo tengo son muy desafiantes.
Soy una persona de 57 años de edad con una serie de condiciones y de problemas de salud que no puede trabajar en la calle ni puede buscar ningún tipo de trabajo en la calle, y el equipo tecnológico, la computadora que posee, no tiene suficientes capacidades como para poder desempeñarme en un trabajo como de editor de vídeo o algún otro tipo de trabajo online que sea diferente a la creación de contenido, que es lo que estoy haciendo realmente, como para poder ayudarme y poder contribuir a que mi ingreso mejore.
Entonces me toca pasar por todas estas situaciones tan complejas y tan difíciles en este país, tratando de superar mientras estoy sufriendo esta ansiedad, estas depresiones crónicas y estas angustias, mientras me toca también para superar problemas de salud como, por ejemplo, una úlcera varicosa que tengo en un pie que me ha vuelto a salir en el empeine del pie.
Antes tenía una que me había salido en la pierna; tardé nueve meses en curarse por los problemas de diabetes.
Y tengo toda la dentadura que prácticamente se me han caído los dientes por problemas de que he venido arrastrando desde hace muchos años, que hace muchos años tuve serios problemas con la droga.
Y esto me trae las consecuencias que muchos dirán: "Bueno, pero eso son las consecuencias de la droga", y con eso no me está ayudando nada, con eso no está contribuyendo a ayudarme nada o motivándome a nada, sino que simplemente está como que hundiéndome y me siento pisoteado y me siento peor todavía.
Estos problemas yo sé que tengo, que estos han sido problemas que vengo arrastrando consecuencia del abuso y de las malas decisiones que tomé en tiempos pasados, pero esto no soluciona el problema actual que tengo. O sea, se me han caído los dientes, tengo tratamientos de conducto que se me han dañado y tengo la varilla del conducto ahí, lo que hace que de tiempo en tiempo me duela mucho la boca y me cueste comer por las noches.
Con esta úlcera varicosa y esta micosis que tengo en la pierna, me cuesta mucho dormir porque me arde tremendamente la micosis que tengo en el pie, y entonces no consigo conciliar el sueño hasta que prácticamente amanece.
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Bing IA
Entonces solo puedo dormir durante media mañana, paso media mañana durmiendo y me despierto al mediodía para venir acá a trabajar. Y entonces tengo todo como que una rutina que se ha vuelto robótica, mecánica y desesperada, que lo que no contribuye para nada en llevar una vida saludable debido a mi problema de sobrepeso y debido a problemas que anteriormente he mencionado.
Tengo solamente ropa limitada; me es muy difícil conseguir ropa para mi talla, y lo cual pues también es muy costoso para mí.
Y toda esta serie de condiciones hacen lo que les estoy explicando: que el vivir en Venezuela sea completamente desafiante, completamente retador y difícil.
Y veo como con disgusto otras personas pintan una realidad de que vivir en Venezuela es muy fácil, y los veo disfrutando de buenas tazas de café, de cosas que yo realmente no tengo.
Si ellos estuvieran en mi posición y vieran que día a día no puedo bañarme porque no llega el agua y no tengo los envases necesarios como para guardar la cantidad que necesito de agua para bañarme (porque al ser una persona grande y gruesa necesito mayores cantidades de agua y mayores cantidades de todo para poder sobrevivir), entonces para una persona que es delgada, que es pequeña, es muy fácil porque consume menos agua, consume menos comida, y su vida es mucho más sencilla en ese sentido.
Y las personas me dicen en modo de burla: "Bueno, pero eso se arregla reduciendo tu peso y poniéndote a dieta", y eso tampoco es una solución sencilla porque para poder tener la dieta que yo necesito, siendo diabético, tengo que consumir cierto tipo de alimentos específicos que no puedo permitirme comprarlos, porque las recompensas y los ingresos que tengo no son lo suficientes como para permitirme comprar el tipo de vegetales y de alimentos que necesito, que me cuestan mucho dinero.
Y sumado a todo eso, pues veo, como lo he dicho en otras tantas ocasiones, como acá en Hive repetidamente se le regala dinero, bien sea por @valueplan o por recompensas de donaciones o por las recompensas de las publicaciones, injustamente a personas que realmente no tienen esa necesidad: personas que tienen un nivel de vida que si fuera el mío, pues realmente estarían llorando y se hubieran suicidado hace muchos años.
Entonces hay una repartición de las recompensas y de la riqueza, no solamente en Hive sino a nivel del mundo, realmente injusto, y esto lleva a que personas como yo se sientan muy resentidas y sean muy anarquistas con el paso del tiempo, y que las cosas que poseen tanto a nivel de conocimiento como a nivel de posesiones o riquezas que han acumulado no quieran compartirlas con nadie, y se sientan grandes niveles de desconfianza a la hora de compartir algún tipo de cosa porque precisamente la vida para ellos ha sido realmente muy complicada y realmente muy difícil.
Esta es una publicación que no tiene ningún sentido ni ninguna finalidad.
Por mas que busco apoyo, solo me tiran migajas; si me lo quieren dar, pues bien recibido por supuesto será. Lo que persigo con esta publicación es hacer una catarsis (que para eso está esta comunidad).
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Bing IA
Quiero dejar que se vea, pues, que quede aquí en la cadena de bloques todo lo que estoy pasando y todo lo que me está ocurriendo, y que se quede reflejada la injusticia: la injusticia de esas personas que no tienen problemas económicos y reciben grandes recompensas aquí y en la vida.
Pareciera como que si el mal hace que les vaya bien.
Pareciera que esas personas que ya tienen un alto nivel de vida, que se la pasan haciendo viajes, asistiendo a conferencias en otros países de criptomonedas y comiendo en restaurantes y tomándose café todos los días y dándose buena vida, tienen derecho a eso y más, mientras que otras personas que hacemos un buen contenido, que nos esforzamos realmente, no recibimos ese tipo de apoyo que tanto nos merecemos, que realmente necesitamos.
Y no se trata de que pase @ranchorelaxo o los grandes curadores una sola vez al año por nuestras publicaciones y nos tiren 100 Hive.
Se trata de que hay actualmente personas que reciben cantidades exorbitantes de Hive por publicaciones que no lo merecen y reciben apoyo en su vida.
Y de nuevo, las recompensas están repartidas de una manera muy injusta y muy desequilibrada.
Pero así funciona la vida, y así, por esa misma razón, yo soy tan celoso de mis conocimientos y de toda mi vasta experiencia aquí en Hive, y es por esa precisa razón que yo he tomado ciertas decisiones drásticas en cuanto a la gente que sigo y a la gente a la que le comento acá en Hive, porque pues si las otras personas no hacen justicia, yo ejerzo la justicia y le doy mi voto, mi voto a quien yo quiera, a quien me parezca que de verdad se lo merece, porque así funciona la descentralización y así quiero hacer las cosas.
Esto es todo lo que parte de todo lo que quería decir hasta el momento.
Van 18 minutos de conversación y creo que es una publicación suficientemente extensa y que abarca la mayoría de cosas que quiero dejar sentado aquí.
Que hay muchas más, falta muchísimo más, pero que tardaría, pues por supuesto, miles de palabras más en publicar y en decirlas, y desde luego no creo que alguna persona haya llegado a leerse todo este texto.
Pero si eres uno de los que ha llegado hasta este punto del texto, te doy las gracias y escríbeme "He llegado hasta aquí, te comprendo". Con que con que me escriban "Te comprendo", ya yo voy a saber que leíste toda mi publicación.
Muchas gracias.
Que tengas un buen día y espero que al menos esta publicación sirva de algo: te sirva a ti para entenderme o tal vez te sientas identificado con todo lo que me está pasando.
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I read this post 2 days ago, but I still didn't find any way to answer until now.
In other opportunities, we talked about how the current life in Venezuela is tough, and I totally feel you, I don't understand how some people in Venezuela post pictures about an unrealistic life that I wouldn't imagine for a regular Venezuelan.
I am also sorry for your personal problems which should be very tough as well. But I would like to remind you that everyone has their own problems in families etc, it is tough to understand who is in the worst place right now.Dear @manclar ,
like one user mentioned here already, we live in a social network, and anyone can do whatever they want with their own HP (vote, downvote, vote in proposals and so on). It doesn't mean that everything is fair, but also fairness is relative.
I agree that valueplan is burning money where it shouldn't most of the times. I agree that many DHF proposals are being approved where it shouldn't.
Bad curation also happens, posts that shouldn't be curated get 100$ rewards. And good posts sometimes just pass through the void with a couple of people reading it.
However, curation shouldn't be done by those who need more money ONLY. There are other ways, I am totally in favor of a gofundme initiative in hive, without going through DHF proposal for example.
Also it is totally up to each one of us to choose how we want to curate someone, I agree that voting in posts that aren't abusing HIVE anyway to help people is worth it. You can't force anyone to vote for you, but you can make a difference in what you think is right.
At least that's how I think.
I hope you get better somehow.!
Totally agree with you! You can't be more successful.
Regarding the people of Venezuela, I don't understand it either, I don't know how they may want "Status quo" fictional or something perhaps?
The curation thing is a story of not finishing, many influences and people of power around, I have thought a lot about it and from now on I will only give my support to those witnesses and colleagues of Hive who really support me, it seems to me that it is the most fair and thus a win-win relationship is maintained 😀
There are absurd things in terms of DHF, recently a false proposal of DHF came to light, and if irregular things like that are allowed, where we are going to arrive?. It is necessary that there is transparency and accurate accounts of what is done with money are paid, and not only partial or light details, as it has been doing. That is, if for example, $ 5000 was spent on conferences, which is specifically specified that they were used, if it was in the payment of speakers, if it was the payment of the chairs, if water is bought for the people, if it was the rental of the site, etc. And I see with disgust as many projects do it superficially, that arouses my suspicions.
Regarding the health problem, it does not improve, the foot continues to hurt and arranged during the nights, I have been able to sleep well, and this is a difficult condition to cure, but I still do what I can for it.
Thank you for your comment and approach to comment, from the witnesses to whom I have removed the vote, you have been the only one that has been good to approach and comment, to interact, and that for me demonstrates concern and true interest in the person . So I immediately return the vote, because I think you are meritorious of it.
The others have not taken the trouble to approach, send me a message or talk to me about that, and that for me, makes each person the interest of each one. I want to support people who really deserve it, and not those who only watch through their own pocket.
I try to be everywhere in the blockchain...I am not a big user still, at least how I wanted to be, my voice is still low compared to many others in the "foodchain". But I feel what you are feeling. I had that feeling with real "friendships" why invest in something where you don't see any feedback?
THanks for the vote! But don't feel obligated to do it =)
The important thing is that I interact, that you show the people you are there, and that a normal doubt. I think those of the Top 20 people feel that they are very distant, authoritarian and that they only take care of their business. I am sure that many people identify with what I say, and precisely because of that, instead of approaching, they move away.
Now my votes will only be given to those who really approach, interact, talk. I think it is meritorious, it is not a by obligation, it is because my vision is really to support those who see things well.
I totally understand =)
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This is a social network, and no one can prevent everyone from doing what they want with their voting power. This applies to voting for projects as well as for cures. As for the decisions, of course, I have also made my own.
It is what it is. We have talked about this many times.
A big hug @manclar. Hasta nañana o pasado 🍺!!
In this case we already talked not only to Upvotes, but of HIVES and liquid HBDs that give them to their allies. They are cretinos and will not stop being. I already have my position very clear about it and I will not bend before anyone, and if they are, much less.
All the best.
I was waiting for the answer. It seems to me to be very coherent. We have also talked about another topic on other occasions. I am not in the same place as yours, I am more of an observer. I have no interest in rewards. If they come well, I'll be very grateful, I think I work quite hard on publications (I don't work on relationships, you know that) and if they don't come, well, that's fine. I know what I publish and the value it has.
The point, and we have talked about this a few times, is that I think it is more productive to focus on other things. If you can't grow in one place, you grow somewhere else. Hive is great.
And now I go to bed...
Hive is good, what is bad are the ones who handle the big sums of money at will. And that is why my witness vote is removed from everyone, it really will have only someone who seems to me good.
The others, not there, do not care about me, so either for them.
@manclar Greetings Capy, wow, what a true post, it doesn't seem like a post but a copy of the reality of Venezuela, and for the rest of what you say, I totally agree with you... a post that is not to be missed... A big hug Capy
Thanks my esteemed, a reality that they don't care about, because what interests them is their hive business, and not your problems or mine, they don't care who we are, they tell you what they do with their upvote what they want , because I also do with my witness vote what I want. So are things.
te recompensa con Tokens NEON cada semana?¿Sabías que delegar tu HP a @midnight-studio no solo apoya increíbles proyectos, sino que también
@tipu curate
Que esperas para unirte a nuestro trail de curación y formar parte del "proyecto CAPYBARA TRAIL"
Upvoted 👌 (Mana: 31/71) Liquid rewards.
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Are those 800$ US dollars? For that amount of food it is even more expensive than in Spain. The truth is that I thought it would be cheaper and more in sync with Venezuelan wages.
aps, I did make it to the end. ‘I've made it here, I understand you.’