Anyway, this is just a rant and talk for today that I just wanted to share to let those emotions out. Thank you for reading, it seems that someone is listening to me.
It is good you poured out your mind , sometimes one needs to rant in order to clear our head and feel relieved , I believe you will get better...thanks for sharing.
You're right @missrev, blogging is something like talking to a friend. We don't have someone in our side to talk to but a lot of hivers who are reading is like listening to us.
Thanks for listening my rant through reading this.