Oh, yes! How can one not love nature?
I have done some training from the hiking club. I don't feel brave, but, I don't feel helpless either. I say that because, despite the fire they had up there, I still go up, knowing there is always a possibility. Will I handle myself well if it ever happens? I pray to God that I will. I think that you should look at the possibility of training. While I don't know the exact happening, you need to be able to calm your inner self so that if it ever presents itself once again, your brain will not be overwhelmed.
You are always welcome and I hope that you are having a peaceful night!